

Time for being emo.
Don’t hope. It’s only a trap to a deeper desperate cliff.
Don’t expect. More you expect, further you fall.
I’ve heard enough of people telling I’m nice, helpful, and such.
To be honest, I don’t really care. I just helped because I felt like it. Neither I felt good by helping, nor I hated helping. I just gave what people wanted from me.
Now,
there is something I want.
I want not to be a helpful person.
I want a person who can help me.
This year’s goal is to hope for a lightening to drop on me. Yay lol
It is just way too fast to keep up for me.
Is it to blame on the world that moves so quick?
Is it to blame on myself who can’t follow it?
But it is ALWAYs my fault no matter what.
They just ask me “What the hell is up with you?”
Yeah, it is all my fault.
Time is gone
Time is chasing
My head is hot. Stop for a second. Let’s cool down first. Clean up your mine.
Being pushed. Being dragged. It’s unlike my purpose.
Where to go?
Nothing but a biological machine composed of combinations of different chemicals
together which instinct tends to analyze the best possibility of survival in a given
environment using electric signals to control the physical control, and eventually
produce nothing but shit.
but
With dance,
I am A-dapt
marg ! thanks :)))) Mwah !
The only time I feel free
is when I am breakin’.
The only time I feel rested
is when you are in my arms.
:)